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Sunday, March 26, 2006

 

I need to learn piano or I will wither and die

the end

[Currently...]
//currently reading:
 memoirs of a geisha
//currently listening to: nothing
//currently writing: Nothing.
//currently watching: The screen.
//currently wishing: I didn;t feel like shit
//currently wanting:to sleep
//currently crushing on: Al.
//currently in [what room are you in]: kitchen
//currently wearing: pants and sweatshirt

[What's to your...]
//whats to your right?: 
my notebooks.
//whats to your left?: the floor
//whats in front of you?: The laptop.
//whats behind you?: A wall.

[Love Life]
//boyfriend/girlfriend?:
yes
//if so, how long?: - //if not, do you want one?: 4 months
//who do you like?: my boyfriend
//have you ever told anyone [other than family members] you loved them?: Yes.
//did you mean it?: of course
//how many guys have you kissed?: none.
//how many girls have you kissed?: none
//how many guys have you dated?: one
//how many girls have you dated?: none
//what do you look for in a boyfriend or girlfriend? [physically]: I don't know
//what do you look for in a boyfriend or girlfriend? [personality]: Intelligence, sense of humor.
//longest relationship?: 4 months?
//shortest relationship?:

[Have You Ever...]
//had sex?:
No.
//given oral sex?: no
//received oral sex?:no.
//drank alcohol?: no
//smoked?: no

[Do You...]
//drink alcohol?:
no.
//smoke?: No.
//watch porn?: no
//do drugs?: No.

[Your Bed]
//size:
Twin.
//sheets: blue
//how many pillows: 3
//stuffed animals: I only sleep with 1

[Odds n Ends]
//Obsessions:
reading and writing and definately music
//bad habits: that's a dresden dolls song..bad habit
//weird fact about yourself: see bad habits
//what kind of music are you into?: anything that doesn't suck.
//best concert: the first one I went to...piano and drums=LOVE

[In Your Own Words]
//your life motto:
there is no tomorrow only today

[Personal Hygiene]
//do you shower every day?:
not every single day
//what toothpaste do you use?: dollar store
//do you floss?: No.flossing=bleeding gums
//mouthwash?: yes
//deoderant?: Dove.
//shampoo?: dollar store.
//conditioner?: dollar store
//body wash?: dollar store
//face wash?: clean and clear via dollar store

[Make-up]
//foundation?:
uhm...dollar store?
//powder?: no.
//eyeliner?: liquid
//mascara?: sometimes.
//eyeshadow?: dollar store/wallmart
//lipstick or lipgloss?: anykind of chapstick

[Primping]
//shaving or waxing?:
Shaving.
//tweezing or waxing?: I don't tweeze or wax.
//barber or salon?: Skroti
//straightening or curling?: Straightening.

[Looks]
//hair color:
Brownish redish
//eye color: blue
//skin color: deathly pale
//nail color: black.
//height: dunno
//weight: dunno.
//build: dunno
 

[How Often Do You...]
//go shopping?: 
once a year maybe?
//go to the movies?: Once a month?
//go out for dinner?: uhmm....
//exercise: dunno.
//watch tv: Every day.
//read: Every day.
//go online: everyother day

:.casper.:


Saturday, March 25, 2006

today I woke up at about 2

my mom is still not home from last night

my nana and aunt nella are over though so it's ok

and my nana told off jim 

yay!

I love her so much

Only Allowed To answer 'Yes'|'No'...

1. Slept in lingerie?: No
 2. Taken a shower with someone?: no
3. Made out with a member of the same sex?: no
4. Drove a car?: yes
5. Stole anything?: yes
6. Been in love?: yes
7. Been dumped?: no
8. Stolen money from a friend/family member?: yes
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?: yes
10. Been in a fist fight with a member of the opposite sex?:yes
11. Snuck out of your/someones house?: yes
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?: Yes
13. Been arrested for something you were innocent of?: no
14. Screamed at a stranger?: yes
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?: yes
16. Left your house with out telling your parents?: yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbor?: no
18. Ditched school to do something more fun?: no
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex?:no
20. Lost a friend?: yes
21. Been on a plane?: yes
22. Been to an island?: yes
23. Slept in until 3?: yes
24. Love someone or miss someone right now?: yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?: Yes
26. Made a snow angel?: Yes
27. Played dress up?: Yes
28. Cheated while playing a game?: Yes
29. Been lonely?: Yes
30. Kissed more than 1 person in one night?: No
31. Been to a club?: no
32. Felt an earthquake?:no
33. Touched a snake?: Yes
34. Ran a red light?: no
35. Been suspended from school?: No
36. Had detention?: no
37. Been in a car accident?: No
38. Hated the way you look?: Yes
39. Made yourself throw up?: No
40. Crawled through a window?: yes
41. Been lost?: yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country?:no
43. Felt like dying?: yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
46. Sang karaoke?: yes
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?: Yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?: yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?: Yes
50. Kissed in the rain?: no
51. Sang in the shower?: yes
52. Made love in a car?: No
53. Had a dream that you married someone?: yes
54. Glued your hand to something?: yes
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?: yes
56. Ever gone to school partially naked?: No
57. Been a cheerleader?: no
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? No
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?:no
61. Played lacrosse?: No
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: yes
64. Broken your arm?: No
65. Been incredibly amused by something that was not funny?: Yes
66. Laugh so hard you cried?: Yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone?: no
68. Cheated on a test?: Yes
69. Forgotten your friend's birthday?: yes
71. Done something dumb while drunk?: no
73. Blacked out from taking a hard drug?: No
74. Played a prank on someone?: Yes
75. Gone to a late night movie?: yes
76. Made love to anything not human?: No
77. Failed a class?: No
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat: No
80. Buried your friend in the snow? yes
81. Celebrate the 4th of July?: yes
82. Thrown strange objects at another person?: Yes
83. Felt like killing someone?: yes
84. Run away?: yes
85. Been homeschooled?: No
86. Got a piercing in a place other than your ears?:no
87. Cut your own hair?: Yes
89. Made a parent cry?: yes
90. Cried over someone you loved?: yes
91. Owned more than 5 cds by one band?:yes
92. Dated someone more than once?: No
93. Had/Have a dog?: no
94. Have wanted to cuddle forever?: yes
95. Smoked a cigarette?: no
96. Been in a band?: maybe
97. Are you a virgin?: yes
98. Broken a CD?:  Yes
99. Shot a gun?: No
100. Wanted someone but could never have them?: Yes

:.casper.:


Friday, March 24, 2006

so....

today was actually a good day...I got to spend some time with al and I got to go over sara's....I finally finished that blasted skirt that I vow I will destroy the moment I bring it home... 

some surveys????



1. I enjoy walking.
2. I'd prefer to stay inside than go outside.

3. I'm afraid of the dark.
4. I like dogs better than cats.
5. I prefer warm weather over cold.
6. I'm not nocturnal.
7. I love rats.
8. I've been to jail.
9. I like rice.
10. I'm not straight.
11. I have an annoying sibling.
12. I'm a sucker for puppy eyes.
13. I'm broke.
14. I'm content with how I currently am.
15. I take pride in using the most correct English that I can manage.
16. I am lazy.
17. I am overweight or obese.
18. I am way too skinny.
19. I love animals more than people.
20. I wish stupidity was a fatal disease.
21. I prefer Pepsi over Coke.
22. I think butterflies are pretty.
23. I'm a morning person.
24. Everyone thinks I'm insane.
25. I'm anti-social.
26. I'd rather be around animals than people
.
27. I am a devout Catholic/Christian/Insert whatever other religions exist.
28. I am against homosexuality.
29. I have said mean, hateful things to people who go against my morals and opinions.
30. I have a handicapped person in my immediate family.
31. I am perfectly happy with my life right now.
32. I love all types of music, from rap to rock to techno, the likes.
33. I think someone should kill Bush and remove him from the gene pool.
34. I believe many people should be removed from the gene pool, especially before it's too late.
35. If I could run a country, I'd be a dictator.
36. I have burned a symbol of something that offends me (The Bible, Harry Potter Books, American Flags, et cetera).
37. I actually like rats and their not-so-little worm-like tails.
38. I enjoy reading Harry Potter
39. I'm obsessed with a character from any form of entertainment.
40. I enjoy sun bathing.
41. I prefer showers over baths.
42. My hair is dyed or has been before
.
43. I am not enjoying this.
44. I am questing for something expensive.
45. I get bored easily.
46. I watch porn on a weekly basis.
47. I love men with a moderate amount of muscle and at least a semi-deep voice.
48. I am quite mellow.
49. When I eat too much candy, I almost literally jump off the walls
.
50. I prefer small(er) breasts to the huge, gigantic ones that many an adult entertainer possess.
51. I am male and, yet, I have breasts.
52. I prefer to lie on my side.
53. I actually enjoy school.
54. I do my homework.
55. I am a virgin.
56. I don't believe in premaritual sex.
57. I have yet to find "the one".
58. I think the Matrix is real or there's a possibility for it to be real.
59. I wouldn't be human if I had a choice about it.
60. I wouldn't be the gender I am now if I had a choice about it.
61. I wish the threadmaker would die for making me do this.
62. I think animals are adorable.
63. Tigers are my favorite animal.
64. I wish dragons were real.
65. I wish to live in a different era of time
.
66. I have asthma.
67. I'm obsessed with yaoi.
68. I'm obsessed with yuri.
69. I love emo boys.
70. I'm tired of idiots stereotyping everything (for example, the emos or the goths).
71. I giggle everytime I see the word "emo" because I immediately think "emu".
72. I think emus are teh smex!
73. I want to go visit Australia.
74. I want to go and visit Japan.
75. I'm interested in ancient history.
76. I'm interested in learning more about the witch hunts.
77. I'm fascinated with Jack the Ripper and his crimes.
78. I do so believe it's utterly stupid to kill people who willingly would sleep with me and I'd prefer to kill the snobby bitches who wouldn't.
79. I wish this quiz was over already!
80. I've resigned myself to this horrible fate of completing this quiz.
81. I am about to give up.
82. I <3 NY!
83. I believe that was a tad bit random to say the very least.
84. I enjoy role-playing and believe that I am good.
85. I absolutely adore getting random PMs.
86. I like the Power Rangers still.
87. I especially love the pink one.
88. I can't wait to dress up for Halloween (and if you do this AFTER halloween, then pretend it says "I enjoyed dressing up for Halloween")
89. I love pretty, feminine boys.
90. I love anime and manga.
91. I have called 911 before.
92. I have called 911 before for an actual emergency and not just a prank or by accident.
93. I have been in a car crash before.
94. I have drank and driven before.
95. If I have, I regret it terribly.
96. I'm a designated driver.
97. I'm pissed off at my parents
98. I'm obsessed with Gaia.
99. I prefer the internet over television.
100. I'm aroused by certain accents.
 
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1. I don't believe in mascara
2. I don't want to get married
3. I want to have children someday
4. My heart has been broken too many times
5. I use '&' instead of typing out the word 'and'
6. I'm a big fan of lists
7. People who take advantage of others make me scream

8. My heart is bigger than my head
9. I like guys & girls...but mostly guys
10. I'm currently hungry
11. I often crave tacos
12. I love Italian food
13. Sour gummy worms? Yes, please!
14. My iPod is my lover
15. I have 3 best friends
16. I'm fascinated by guns
17. I've been suspended from school
18. I cry when I'm angry
19. I think about sex more than I'd like to admit
20. I'm a camera whore
21. I think I'm ugly
22. I have freckles
23. I've never smoked
24. I like mushrooms on my pizza
25. I want bigger boobs
26. I shoplift every so often
27. I make collages out of old magazines
28. I adore necklaces
29. My mom & I are very close
30. My grandpa has the best cooking
31. I need to stop sleeping during class
32. My problem area is my stomach
33. I look fat in alot of my pictures
34. I lost faith in love
35. I [sorta] know how to read palms
36. I love the smell of coffee
37. Mi Espanol es muy mal
38. I tend to call people 'penises'
39. My insults are often very detailed & crass
40. I can burp words out
41. I wish I could get paid to take surveys
42. I'm afraid of college (Even though, I still can’t wait to go!)

43. I like the feeling of a plane taking off
44. I've never been on a cruise
45. Japan &
Italy? I wanna go to those places someday.
46. I have European blood
47. I'm mostly Asian
48. I was born in America
49. My middle name is my mother's maiden name
50. I have the names for my kids picked out already
51. My favorite 'little kid' cartoon is Fairly Odd Parents
52. I'm a virgin. SO WHAT?!
53. I still talk to most of my exes
54. I like throwing things
55. I cuss more than I should
56. I'm loud

57. I don't have a butt
58. I named my boobs
59. My blood type is O
60. I can be painfully immature at times

61. I have a younger sibling
62. I love romantic comedies
63. Certain songs make me teary-eyed
64. I like many types of sandwiches
65. Raw onions gross me out
66. I hate the sound of foil
67. The smell of ketchup makes me gag
68. I like singing
69. I can't dance

70. I can spend the whole day in my bed with a good book

I am over 10 years of age.
I have siblings.
I am single.
Vanilla scented candles smell delicious.
I am moving within the next month.
I am addicted to music.
Britney Spears is pretty, but can't sing worth crap.
I don't wear shorts in the summertime.
Fall is my favorite season
.
My favorite sport involves a puck and ice.
I hate shopping.
I am grounded as we speak.
Dancing is what I do on my spare time.
I love watching the sunset.
Even when no one special is with me
.
I go to church.
My room is too small.
My favorite color is green.
I dislike high school.
Except for my teachers. They're cool.
Cheerleading is NOT a sport.
Yes it is.
I wake up every morning and go straight to the computer.
I miss my significant other right now.
I hate dumb people.
Stupidity can be rather humorous
.
I have a photographic memory.
I live in a small town.
I do chores.
Without school, I wouldn't have a social life.

I love Scooby-Doo.
I hate Sponge-Bob Squarepants.
I am not a people person.
My parents have questioned my sexuality more than once.
I live in my room.
I only come out to pee.
And sometimes eat.
On weekends, I stay in my pajamas all day.
I stay in my pajamas all day during the week.
Even for school/work.
I straighten my hair.
I wear makeup.
I've been called a bitch.
A lot.
I'm not a virgin.
I sleep with a stuffed bear.
People think they know me.
But they don't.
My hobby is painting
.
I enjoy playing dress-up in my mom's old clothes.
My best friend is someone of the opposite sex.
Honesty means everything to me.
I love to read.
My favorite book is Charlotte's Web.
I don't have many friends that I can trust.
I've had my heart broken.
More than once.
I live in California.
But I used to live in Tennessee.

1. I order water when I go to restraunts instead of soda
2. I carry hand sanitizer in my purse
3. I'm doing this instead of homework
4. I type really fast
5. 90% of my bras are black
6. I think Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy is cute (:
7. My handwriting is unique
8. My handwriting changes with my mood
9. Most of my exes are Mexican
10. I paint my toenails out of boredom
11. People say I have my dad's nose
12. I'm a 90s kid
13. Bad grammar makes me want to dig my eyes out with a spoon
14. Don't bother talking to me online iF yEw tYpE l1Ke D1s
15. I'm in an honors class
16. My shortest relationship was a month
17. I like eating with chopsticks
18. I love Pocky
19. I eat more fruits than vegetables
20. I like corn in my mac & cheese
21. I lie to my parents alot
22. I love my mom
23. ...but she annoys me alot
24. One of my exes is now one of my best friends
25. I've made out with JUST a friend before
26. I plan to go help at my elementry school for community service
27. I wish I had a nice body
28. Ok, I admit it: I sing into my hairbrush
29. I've tripped over my own two feet before
30. I can laugh at myself easily
31. I find shy guys cute
32. I adore blue eyes
33. I want to be the opposite sex...just for a day, though
34. I've used the opposite sex's bathroom before
35. I don't need blush - my cheeks are naturally rosy
36. I think lipstick is tacky
37. I prefer lip gloss over lipstick
38. I've ditched school & went to another campus before
39. I love flavored lip gloss
40. I cut my split ends in class
41. I'm a stomach sleeper
42. I adore Eeyore
43. Saturday morning cartoons? Heck yes!
44. Most of my friends are Mexican
45. I want to learn German
46. My great grandma is still alive
47. I can sing the alphabet backwards
48. I can't swim
49. I don't like my last name that much
50. I make random lists out of boredom

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ooh look one more...... 

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Your hair is:
Auburn
Red
Ginger
Dark Brown
Light Brown
Platinum Blonde
Dark Blonde
Mousy
Black
Streaked
Dyed
Shorter than your chin
Shoulder length
Long
Waist length
Wavy
Straight
Kinky
Curly
Thick
Fine/Flyaway
Your eyes are:
Blue
Green
Brown
Hazel
Grey
Your skin is:
Pale
Tanned
In between
Dark
Dry
Oily
A combination
Normal
Your figure is:
Womanly/curvaceous
Voluptuous
Busty
Big
Slim
Unusual
Thin
Make up/Accessories you own/use:
Mascara
Eye shadow
Eyeliner pencil

Eyeliner liquid
Foundation
Powder
Blusher
Lip liner
Lipstick
Lipgloss
Lip balm/chapstick

Nail polish
Nail polish remover
Nail files
Tweezers
Nail scissors
Deodorant
Perfume
Body sprays
Body lotions

Moisturizers
Shower gel/crème

Bubble bath
Face masks
Exfoliants
Sanitary towels
Tampons
Waxing kits
Razors
Bikini line razors
Soap
Clothing you wear:
Jumpers/sweaters
Skirts
T-Shirts
Shirts
Cardigans/jackets
Trousers/pants
Dresses
Shawls
Vest tops
Halternecks
Knickers
Bras
Thongs
Socks
Tights
Fishnets
Ankle tights
 
Section 2: Your Hobbies.
 
What you love to do:
Read
Paint
Listen to music

Compose music
Play/learn instruments
Write lyrics
Sing
Watch movies
Make home movies with friends/family
Draw/sketch
Cartoon
Write stories
Write novels
Write poetry

Write articles
Write screenplays
Write letters
Write emails
Go to the cinema
Hang out with friends

Go into town
Shop
Go on holiday/vacation
Collect things
Photography
Eat out
Clean
Play with pets/animals
Go online
Fill out surveys
Make surveys
Play games online
Play board games
Have sleepovers
Have makeovers
Research
Walk
Run
Other sports
Sleep
Dream
Write in your diary/journal
Update your xanga
Update your myspace
Show pictures
Have sex
Knit
Sew
Cook/bake
Make your own layouts
Eat junk food
Spend time with family members
Go to parks
Sunbathe
Swim
Go to the beach
Climb
Visit museums
Visit art galleries

Model
 
Section 3: Your Personality

You as a person- I am:
Happy
Unhappy
Relaxed
Itchy
Anxious
Depressed
Content
Euphoric
Hyperactive
Athletic
Sentimental
Shy
Outgoing
Sociable
Unsociable
Miserable
Crabby
Irritable
Annoying
Laid back
Lonely
Fun
Funny
Sponetaneous
Loud
Quiet
Wild
Naughty
Obsessive
Paranoid
Patient
Impatient
Self-conscious
Vain
Articulate
Artistic
Creative
Rude
Friendly
Polite
Well-mannered

Bad-mannered
Intelligent
Slow
 
Section 4: Subjects/Education
 
What are you good at?:
English languages
English literature
Mathematics
Biology
Chemistry
Physics
Religious Education
History
Geography
Art
Design
Cookery
Technology
French
Spanish
German
Sports/P.E
Music
Business studies
Psychology
Health and social care
You are:
Still in school
In college
At University
Out of education
Employed
Unemployed
 
Section 5: Love/Relationships/Sex
 
You are:
Single
Dating
In a serious relationship
Engaged
Married
In love
A virgin
Not a virgin
Celebrating Valentines day
(If in a relationship) Your significant other is/has:
Brown hair
Blonde hair
Black hair
Red hair
Dyed hair
Straight hair
Curly hair
Short hair
Long hair
Blue eyes
Brown eyes
Green eyes
Grey eyes
Hazel eyes
Tall
Short
Older than you
Younger than you
Your sex life is/has:
Non existent
Disappeared
Scarce
Satisfactory
Fantastic
Wild
You enjoy:
Kissing
French kissing
Snuggling
Holding hands
Affection in general

Foreplay
Oral sex
Sexual intercourse
Unusual positions
 
Section 6: Music
 
You enjoy:
Pop/mainstream
Alternative pop
Rock pop
Classic rock
Rock’n’Roll
Metal
Death/black metal
Progressive metal

Symphonic/power metal
New age
Country
Classical
Opera
Blues
Instrumental
Movie soundtracks
Your favourite decade for music:
50’s
60’s
70’s
80’s
90’s
Now
 
Section 7: Movies
 
You enjoy:
Romantic comedies
Comedies
Dramas
Thrillers
Sci fi
Action
Fantasy
Historical
Epics
Horror
Arthouse
 
Section 8: The End/This Survey
 
This survey was:
Great
Really good
Good
OK
Bad

:.casper.:


Thursday, March 23, 2006

Currently Listening
Fever To Tell
By Yeah Yeah Yeahs
see related

don't feel like talking

REALLY LONG BOLDING SURVEY
1. I love Summer.
2. I love flip-flops.
3. I shop at Hollister.
4. I am not a virgin.
5. I am a virgin.
6. I love the OC.
7. I love One Tree Hill.
8. I enjoy acoustic music.
9. Ingram Hill is sex.
10. Dashboard is sex.
11. Both of the bands you just named are fags.
12. Music is something I need.
13. Sports are fun.
14. I feel like going shopping.
15. Abercromie is my favorite store.
16. I hate preps.
17. I am a prep.
18. I think Green Day has turned mainstream
19. I think it's funny that Blink 182 is done.
20. My best friend is a girl.

21. My best friend is a boy.
22. I have a boyfriend.
23. I have a girlfriend.
24. Sleeping is my favorite thing to do.
25. I'm eating right now.
26. The Notebook is my favorite movie.
27. The color hot pink is sexy.
28. Paris Hilton is my idol.
29. I hate Paris Hilton
30. I have given/recieved oral sex.
31. I'm bored as hell.
32. School is fun.
33. I'm online right now but no one is talking.
34. I dont know what I'm doing tonight.

35. I've gotten drunk in the past month.
36. Drugs are gross.
37. I hate drama.

38. I've been used.
39. I've been cheated on.
40. I've cheated on someone.
50. I've used someone.
51. I need a shower.
52. White Noise is the scariest movie ever.
53. I wont always love what I'll never have.
54. I wont always live in my regrets.
55. I've had my heart broken.
56. I've been in love.
57. Britney Spears rocks.
58. Hot Topic is sex.
59. Goths scare me.
60. I love my life.
61. I have my own computer
62. I hate the color pink
63. I have music playing right now
64. I am on aim right now
65. I have the tv on, but am not watching it
66. I have no life
68. I am in middle school
69. My nails are painted
70. My toes are painted

71. I am currently not wearing a bra
72. I am wearing a bra
73. I love the show, Summerland
74. I have never seen the movie Grease
75. I have PS2
76. I do not own a cellphone
77. My bathroom is attached to my room
78. I have not showered yet today

79. I have to pee really badly
80. I cannot play tennis
81. I cannot play basketball

82. I love the mall
83. I love my friends
84. I currently do not have a boyfriend
85. I right now like someone
86. My best friend likes the same person
87. I hate my life right now
88. My parents are divorced

89. I have no sisters
90. I have no brothers
91. I have never watched MTV
92. I hate TRL
93. I hate VH1
94. I love spongebob
95. I love makeup
96. I never wear makeup
97. I have my belly button pierced
98. I think Jesse McCartney is sexy
99. I have never smoked weed
100. I have never drank alcholol
101. I have been in a wedding
102. I love chocolate
103. I am allergic to strawberries
104. I have never been stung by a bee
105. I love the song "She Will Be Loved" by Maroon 5
106. I talk to myself when I am bored
107. I have my own phone line
108. I was born in a summer month
109. Today is Wednesday
110. I love the ocean
111. i wish i was little again
112. i have cheated on a test before
113. i've copied my friends homework more than once
114. i've stolen something
115. i wish my body was different
116. i have fantasized about dating harry potter
117. i have wondered what life would be like if i were dead
118. i wish my siblings were gone
119. i hardly ever get along with my parents
120. i think my teacher wears the ugliest clothes
121. i know more than 1 person named Ashley
122. i always liked mary kate until she became anorexic
123. i know there was a such thing as pre-mature balding and it scares me
124. i know someone who has been abused
125. i'm scared i'm going to get raped
126. i really really hope that i find someone to marry
127. marrying an older rich guy disgusts me
128. but marrying a rich handsome guy is sexy
129. i get new bedding every year
130. i own something from Abercrombie & Fitch
131. i own something from Pac Sun
132. i still shop at Limited Too
133. Target couture is in
134. Juicy couture is way expensive
135. i own something Louis Vuitton
136. i think i'm pretty
137. i think i'm the ugliest thing to roam the planet

138. full house is one of the best shows on TV
139. they better not cancel laguna beach
140. the oc is my favorite show
141. i wish i was rachel bilson
142. i have been on a crash diet
143. i love food and people with eating disorders are insecure and should embrace their curves
144. if i lost my eyeliner i would cry
145. i own more than 20 bonne bell lip glosses

156. i'm a perfectionist
157. i have done drugs
158. i drink alcohol
159. i wish i lived somewhere else
160. sometimes i get mad at my best friend
161. sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be one of my friends
162. I have green eyes
163. I come from a rich family.
164. I have a Deadjournal.
165. I know how to operate a vehicle correctly.
166. I have been in more than 2 car accidents in the past 12 months.
167. I have a motorcycle permit or license.
168. My father is over 50.
169. I believe in Satan.
170. I listen to rap music.
171. I've never done anything I say I really regret.
172. I cheated on one of my exes and they don't know about it to this day.
173. I slept in a bathroom once.
174. My favorite color is neon orange.
175. My school colors are red and white.
176. I wish I knew my mother better.
177. I look older than I really am.
178. I am a Scorpio.
179. I detest spiders with every fiber of my being.
180. I am pro-choice.
181. I consider myself to be an intelligent person.
182. I was alive in 1989.
183. I have a broken heart.
184. I remember a lot about my first love.
185. I will die and bring no secrets to my grave.
186. I hate driving on ice or in snow.
187. I am Japanese.
188. I speak a language most people don't understand.
189. My vision is perfect.
190. My favorite band is From First To Last.
191. I am left-handed.
192. My favorite body part on the opposite sex is below their waist
193. I am a Grammar Nazi and I am proud of it.
194. I don't like myspace. I don't have a myspace. And I'm cool with that.
195. I am single.
196. I am pretty personable.
197. I let moodiness take over sometimes.
198. My mother is well taken care of.
199. My father makes more money than my mother does.
200. I play the lottery
201. I only like dark chocolate.
201. I have eaten today.
202. I want to conquer the world and rename it something else.
203. I am not a virgin, but i wish i still was.
204. My favorite animal would not make a good pet.
205. I often contemplate throwing my computer out the window.
206. I have a distaste for anything made with cheese.
208. I am his panic.
209. I hate chores.
210. I am a neat freak.
211. My hair is brown.
212. I am short.
213. I am afraid of dying.
214. I love someone very dearly and would give my life for them.
215. My email is not hotmail, yahoo, or aol.
216. I have been seriously depressed in the past.
217. I have had the Chicken Pox
218. I enjoy reading the newspaper.
219. I like online shopping better than going to the mall or to the store.
220. My place of work is less than 20 miles from my home.
221. I like bolding surveys more than any other kind.
222. I'm lazy.
223. I am too nice for my own good.
224. I really should be doing something else.
225. I like to debate.
226. I enjoy/enjoyed high school.
227. I think that I am good-looking or sexually desireable.
228. I clean my room at least once a month.
229. I've lived in an apartment.
230. I like the city more than the country
.
231. I listen to country music.
232. I am listening to music right now.
233. I've been to a rock concert.
234. I like listening to wind chimes.
235. I have been skinny dipping before.
236. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
237. I remember being born.
238. I don't trust politicians.
239. My hair has been dyed in the past year.
240. I have more than 2 piercings.
241. I am female.
242. I love being different.
243. I'm incredibly sarcastic.
244. I like to play videogames.
245. I am lactose intolerant.
246. I keep an online journal.
247. I'm sensitive.
248. I cry more than most people think I do.

249. My favorite movie genre is Comedy.
250. I have sang in public before.
251. I enjoy dancing.
252. I've gone clubbing with friends.
253. I am 18 or older.
254. I have never tried to do a cartwheel.
255. My dad made me a treehouse when I was younger.
256. My mother drives a truck.
257. I wanted to be a lawyer when I was younger.
268. I watch CSI.
269. I want to dye my hair an unnatural color.
270. I have wasted more than 5 minutes on this survey
.
271. I watch football on Sundays.
272. I can't concentrate when people are talking.
273. I enjoy brownies
274. I love to laugh and have a good time.
275. I don't like leading things when I'm uncertain of them.
276. I'm taking this so I have more time to think about this thing I'm writing
.
277. I don't really care.
278. I love my dog.
279. I have more than one guitar
280. I love awesome people.
281. I think the piano sounds gorgeous.
282. I will sleep anywhere at any time

283. I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs
284. I like hanging out with my friends in random places
285. I wish I could get out of here. Tonight.
286. I enjoy taking night time walks.
287. I can snap my fingers on both hands
288. I've never been as outwardly passionate as I am inwardly.
289. I don't like comparing myself to people, but I do it anyway.
290. I do stupid things
291. I think it's important to be able to laugh at yourself sometimes and not take everything so seriously.
292. I remedy fear with anger.
293. I respect your decisions, no matter how effing stupid they are.
294. I've never gotten a ticket
295. I don't get mail. Unless it's from a useless college.
296. I love hugs.
297. I'm uncomfortable when someone says how 'amazing' I am.
298. I wish I could be alone to sing more often.
299. It annoys me when standards interrupt my personal way of thinking.
300. I have shoes.
301. I love fall
301. I wish I had more dresses to wear.
302. I keep a lot of my feelings bottled up.
303. I am currently unemployed
304. I like chillaxin
305. I wish I wasn't so addicted to sitting there and waiting for someone to talk. I mean AIM.
306. I love school
307. I tend to exaggerate more than I mean to.
308. If you seriously need a reality check, I will give it to you.
309. I wish literature was less predictable.
310. I wish I knew why I procrastinate even from watching T.V.
311. I cannot ride on a bus and maintain my sanity unless I have music to listen to.
312. I've been in love since seventh grade.
313. I love being around the people I care about.
314. Homework is no.
315. I suck at math.
316. I hate when people walk so damn slowly in the hallway.
317. I'm not easily amused, but simple things tend to catch me off-guard sometimes
.
318. I'm going to live in NJ forever.
319. I like long bus rides with bandies.
320. I do nothing but think.
321. I think smoking is stupid
322. I hate when people act surprised that I don't know something
.
323. I don't ever want to grow up.
324. I like making people laugh.
325. I will never show you my world, because then it wouldn't be mine anymore.
326. Friends can cheer me up, but they can't make my mood any better.
327. It's not that I hate you. I just lack social skills. Sorry.
328. I love the feeling of a plane taking off. I laughed hysterically the first time I experienced it.
329. My favorite number is 34. I don't know why.
330. I have a hard time throwing things out
331. I wish my analytical skills weren't so lazy; I always need a question to go on, it seems.
332. I like warm weather.
333 I hate online communication.
334. I suck at DDR unless I can use a controller.
335. I hate when people act happy even though they're not...even though I do it too.
336. I don't make sense.
337. I wish I could be in isolation for awhile.
338. I wish I could meet up with some old friends that I've been wondering about.
339. I'm married.
340. I have a cell phone.
341. I have long golden hippie hair.
342. My favorite fruit is probably strawberries.
343. It'd be cool if you could take a star out of the sky, like in that one episode of Sabrina.
344. I hate when people make general conclusions about specific situations that they know nothing about.
345. I'm a very intense person.
346. I wish I saw people more often.
347. I've got a crush
348. I'm poor.
349. I hope this thing I'm writing right now turns out okay.
350. I usually just wait for people to IM me.

 :.casper.:


Wednesday, March 22, 2006

so...

I HATE vo,

but you already knew that 

sleeping has become a foreign concept....

I am slipping slowly into madness....

but oh well!

today was ok....nothing too great but nothing really bad either...

so, maybe things are looking up?

at least I haven't really had to deal with JIEEEEEM

I don't think I would be able to...considering I do not think I have the energy to sit there and stare at his fake hair and three teeth and hear him talk about how italian he is...

I don't care...at all 

haha 

 

:.casper.:

 



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